Friday, September 17, 2010

Gotta Keep Reading

halo dunia!
selamat malam!

aku menemukan sebuah video lama. aku melihatnya di Oprah dan kemudian mengunduhnya. video ini berjudul Gotta keep Reading. yang terinspirasi dari Flash Mob Oprah& Black Eyed Peas.

video

sedikit bicara tentang membaca, aku pernah membaca tentang artikel dari UNESCO dimana (katanya) minat membaca orang Indonesia jauh lebih rendah daripada negara-negara lain di Asia. yah mungkin benar begitu, tetapi menurutku mungkin minat membaca tiap individu itu ada, cuma kurang dibudayakan saja. kita tidak seperti orang-orang dari negara lain yang dimanapun ada waktu luang mereka gunakan utk membaca, misalnya ketika saat mereka menunggu kereta mereka datang, atau sedang dalam perjalanan pulang.

"pick up that book and turn the page.
You'll never know just what you'll find"

nah aku sering mikir (pokoknya tulisan ini subyektif sekalilah ^^) "sakjane wong indonesia ki piye to? ana sing sugih, bukune akih, tapi ra seneng maca -gur dadi pajangan utawa bukti nek awake ki sugih. tapi ana wong liya, cah-cah sing ra duwe duwit kanggo sekolah, pengen sinau, pengen maca, tapi ora iso." (sebenarnya orang indonesia ini gimana si? ada orang kaya, bukunya banyak tetapi tidak suka membaca, buku2nya hanya jadi hiasan atau bukti bahwa mereka mampu, sedangkan disisi lain ada anak-anak yang nggk punya uang, yang ingin sekolah dan belajar membaca, tetapi tidak bisa). ini sebenarnya sifat dasar manusia atau bagaimana ya? seperti tidak bersyukur saja. jika menilik keluar, sebenarnya ada orang-orang atau lembaga yang membantu anak2 yang kurang mampu untuk tetap bisa membaca, seperti adanya perpustakaan keliling atau perpustakaan yang didirikan khusus di satu tempat, tetapi kadang hal ini tidak berkembang (biasa, klo acara sosial gini mesti nggk tahan lama, tapi klo korupsi uuhhhh tahan berabad2 kayakanya ^^).

“I know that you’ll have a ball?If you turn off the TV and just read them all?Just think, with a book you’ll be so entertained?’cause this book’s gonna be a good book.”

aku tidak mau mengkritik lebih jauh, karena sepertinya halaman ini semakin lama isinya hanya kritikan saja. yah..... seperti kata seorang guru saya "membacalah kamu selagi kamu mampu". yup. membaca membaca dan membaca. tidak perlu membaca buku buku berat, membaca tulisan2 yang ada di jalan juga termasuk membaca kan? yang penting menambah wawasan. trus gmn buat orang yang nggk bisa baca? its ok, belum terlambat buat belajar. atau paling tidak kamu bisa mendengar. mendengar informasi dari radio atau televisi. atau seperti dalam film "the reader" seorang yang buta huruf meminta orang lain untuk membacakan buku untuknya. mendengar itu juga membaca!

"cause this book's gonna be a good book"

The “Gotta keep Reading” music video by Ocoee Middle(FLORIDA) featured students and staff dancing and singing, while holding their favorite books, in the school’s courtyard. Hal ini dilakukan untuk membangkitkan keinginan membaca dikalangan anak muda, khususnya murid disekolah tersebut. menurutku ini sangat menarik, mereka sangat termotivasi karena acara ini, salah satu murid bilang bahwa nilai mereka naik dan mereka lebih berprestasi. karena video ini, Oprah bersama Target memberikan hadiah kepada sekolah ini, berupa perbaikan perpustakaan dan penambahan buku-buku diperpustakaan mereka. its cool!

"keep reading and reading and reading and reading"

"lets read it some more"

"read it and read it and read it read it read it"

mari kunjungi website resmi mereka atau temui mereka di facebook.

kunjungi juga tempat ini! ada 1000 foto kepergok membaca!

Thursday, September 9, 2010

Happy Eid Mubarak!



Happy Eid Mubarak 1431 H for everyone.

Taqobalallohu Minna Waminkum Taqobal Ya Karim.

May Allah always blesses us and gives us the opportunities to meet Ramadhan again next year.

Monday, September 6, 2010

2nd home

hi guys....

I made a new blog on tumblr. not as a runaway, just trying a new home. :)
please stop by...... but still a bit messy


hv a nice day everyone \(^^)/

Saturday, September 4, 2010

something that inspires : hasil jalan-jalan


hi guys.

saya barusan blog walking. jalan-jalan muter-muter blok. hahaha. terus terus saya ketemu lagi sama blog ini. sudah beberapa kali saya mampir dimari, tapi karena saya tidak pernah suka fashion saya jadi tidak terlalu memperhatikan, seringkali saya skip, masuk lalu keluar lagi. baru kali ini saya melihat lihat agak lama. blog ini sedikit banyak berisi fashion dan fotografi, si empunya blog ternyata anak berusia 11 tahun. wow! bagi saya yang tidak mengerti fashion saja saya bisa berdecak kagum dan mengacungkan jempol buat ini anak. keren mampus. kabarnya saking kerennya blognya sampe dapet penghargaan dari jerman. hm.... jadi iri aku nduk....
yah daripada banyak berkata-kata (saya nggk ngerti fashion saya cuma tahu dia genius) jadi silahkan mampir dimari dah http://jellyjellybeans.blogspot.com

democracy is yet to learn.

democracy is yet to learn winning Youtube Video Competition. videos that discuss about democracy is made by an Indonesian student named Adhyatmika to attend the annual United States Video Competition.
video

I quite agree with this video. the story so real and not fabricated. at least that's what happened in my country.

Democracy is a government of the people, by the peopleand for the people. that's the simplest understanding of democracy, which is known by almost everyone. but talking about democracy is to talk about POWER, or rather the management of a civilized power.
the main actors of democracy is that we all, every person who has always represented but never determine. keeping the democratization process is properly understood the rights that we have, keep those rights in order to respect anyone, against who tried to violate those rights.

in my country, democracy is just an acknowledgment. something we believe but never applied. maybe we are free to talk, express opinions, but few had heard of that opinion. mostly just entering the right ear and out the left ear. and this happens in all societies, not only in politic.

so basically, we are still in the learning process. learn to understand the meaning of democracy and how to apply them. if democracy is still learning, so we do not stop learning.

Monday, July 26, 2010

just say hello!

hi guys!

It's been a long time not writing. probably because there was no time, well I spend most of my time in hospital and outside the city. I always want to come back here, but when the time is there, I have no intention of actually writing. hahaha. *sorry for that.*

well.... talk about news, things were fine. Today was my first holiday after four months without a holiday. but I dont have any plans for this damn holidays. that has happened is that I just sit home, watch a movie. I repeat old movies that I've ever seen. well here's destiny without plan a vacation or a boyfriend. *wooppssss!*

....

This blog started making me sick! because I dont know what to write and I feel very bad. *hahahaha* so lets just end this shit. *ahe*

I'll see you again when I wanted to write again.

chao!

Thursday, July 8, 2010

something that inspires

Be thankful for who you are today. because it has to be someone out there who'd kill just to be you (by tiffany william)


btw happy bday to me!

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Saturday, June 26, 2010

something that inspires

Monday, June 21, 2010

happy father's day




hi. howdy.

Did you know that yesterday was father's day?

honestly, I knew it when I opened of social networking. I never celebrate. still less familiar. okies. so this time I'll tell you about my dad.

My father is an archaeologist. He used to and out of the caves, temples and climbed down the mountain. I was glad to see him when he works outside Yogyakarta. Like when his office in Makassar, when school holiday, I came to visit him. he who introduced me Tana Toraja. one of those places I always longed for. brought to Tana Toraja is an extraordinary thing. in Tana Toraja I learned so many things. that life should not be spoiled. not all the things we want will come true. and that we should be eternally grateful. grateful to the little things though. that we can still enjoy the electricity is the one of them. electricity in Tana Toraja is still limited. we must also be thankful for the natural beauty of Tana Toraja. that place were I grew up (Indonesia) is so rich in natural wealth. Tana Toraja is a nice area, still green and beautiful. the people may look ferocious, but they are actually very friendly and kind..... ooohhhh still many stories about Tana Toraja, I will tell you in my other journals.

I'm not so close with my dad, but our relationship is not bad. we have a different character, similarity is we both stubborn and likes traveling.

my dad was the one who introduced me to diving. he was not professional, only one star in diving, and thats enough for him. I basically love the water sports is never a waste this opportunity. I followed him to Karimun Jawa and learn diving. In Karimun Jawa I learned many things other than diving. that in our lives, we must share with others and want to meet and adapt to other people. because we will continue to meet new people throughout our lives. if we do not want to open our hearts to new people, then we will be among the losers. we must also always remember that "
dimana bumi dipijak disitu langit dijunjung" (sorry-i cant interpret it into english) not only with humans we have to behave well, even with the natural environment we must apply either. we must treat them like we want to be treated.

my dad is the one who taught me how to drive a car. he said that driving the same way as a self control. we cant square off reckless or speeding on the road, because the road was not ours. in control we should gently but surely. should the concentration but not stiff. that in every step we must use the good intentions and logic of the heart.

there area many stories about my dad, but not all could tell. too long and will spend a sheet of my journals. hehehe.



i love you dad.....

Monday, June 14, 2010

where d hell have u been


picture from here

Sunday, June 6, 2010

leadership : between desire and satisfaction

what is the meaning of leader?

lately I'm always thinking and pondering about the meaning of leader, this is based from my experience with a leader that I thought he was a bit downtrodden. that I see is he's old enough to become a leader for his friends, he also enjoyed his role, perhaps because he's grateful for the trust of his friends, was given a privilege, but on the other hand, I saw him tired of being a leader. how not. I also feel tired if I had to lead my friends that most of their stubborn and selfish (no offense - not necessarily those if you who I'm talking about). plus he has to deal with me when I'm emotional because of the behavior of his friends (and I'm really really sorry for that - please forgive me chief).

ok. back to topic....

I ask again. exactly what the leader? what's leader solely for the moan? or people to blame and responsible for the thing done by people who he lead? if yes, 100% I do not want to become a leader!

my search result on google, I found a blog which raised about the meaning of leadership. and I'm pretty satisfied with this article, in this article mentioned that the leader is a person who has the skills and strengths - especially skill-surplus in one area, so that he can influence other people to get together to perform certain activities for the achievement of several goals (Kartini kartono, 1994 :181)

leader have a duty to lead their members. lead can be interpreted as :
loyality: a leader must be able to raise the loyalty of his colleagues and give their loyalty in favor.
educate: a leader able to educate his colleagues and pass on knowledge to colleagues.
advice: suggestions and advice from existing problems
discipline: provides exemplary in discipline and enforce discipline in each activity.

there are many more to be learned about leadership in this article, which you can read here.

from here I can understand about leadership, but why are there in this article there are no rights leader? leaders also have the right rights? leaders are also human.

so I thought about this leadership, we must react wisely. someone who we choose as a leader should be someone who deserve/appropriate to be a leader, although appropriate and inappropriate it was subjective. people who pick and choose should be balanced. equally sincere and no one was harmed. must be by mutual consent. when it elected a person to become leader of the people who become leaders learn to become the best leader, as the saying goes that good leaders are leaders who are loved by their members. and who are led also learn to respect their leaders. so that people who lead and led by a sense of belonging, respect and tolerance.

equally we want is an environment with good leadership, comfortable and peaceful. and to our desire that we must achieve together, cant be done by one party only. so let's make it happen!!



P.S
for you my chief,
sorry for my selfishness yesterday, sorry if it hurt (I know it must be painful. because I've treated you rudely). I'm really sorry.... I promise I will not repeat. I will try to become a better person.
and if you need a friend to confide in or just listen to your heart I dont mind, please come to me. I'll be there, will not be chaged except to become a better longer.

Look, it's me

hi guys ... what a wonderful Sunday!

on this beautiful day I have to keep in maternal care (at RSUP DR. Sardjito Yogyakarta). a place where women who whould or after childbirth treated. because there was only two patients, in the end I was not much work. I was just sitting around, eating, sleeping and a bit of study here. hm..... in the waiting room I saw a poster that was quite interesting, this poster contains the latest technology of ultrasound, the 3D ultrasound. the following is an excerpt from these posters, I quote it because I really like this poster!


Look, it's me!



Dear Mom,
the greatest wonder of humanity is happening under your heart.
it's me, your baby, who is growing up inside of you. As you see on the unique-3 demensional ultrasound image, I am very small person right from the begining. So small,that only your protection and your care are the guarantee for me, and therefore our safety. together with your doctor you can convince yourself of my good health during the regular ultrasound examinations and you will see me in real time. Can you feel it, how our bounding grows each time you see in 3D ultrasound?

Thank you for your love.
I'm so much looking forward to you.

powered by GE imagination at work

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

best people


picture: from here
The best people are those who can be useful to others.

graduation

oh .... I've graduated from college. have a degree. actually been since last february but could new gradiation in May.

there is a little story about the graduation ceremony this time, I feel different with alex. not because he cumlaude and I do not. but because I felt strangely alone, alex is very sad and disappointed when his mother and sister cant come to graduation. all day he complaining this and that. and I responded with "never mind". very different with him, I didnt even want anyone to come to my graduation. yah.... maybe my mother's presence alone is enough. I dont know why. maybe because I feel I still do not deserve to pass, Im still lacking a lot to learn. maybe also I did not want them to come. I dunno. well.... congratz for me...... yay!me with alex

others as you

Does not feel two months have passed since I became a young doctor. was not long enough to have learned much, because so much material and time always seemed lacking. I can do is learn as possible. repeating theories that have been learned and realize them to the patient. I will discuss the issues here, but is not about medical science, its about another lesson I got. this is about competition in "co ass" world.

To be honest, I'm not an ambitious person, but not the people who do not want to know (lazy - well... maybe a lil bit lazy - but not severe ^.^v). some people do have an ambitious attitude - thirst for knowledge and competence. of course they're better than me. why? because as I said earlier in my previous blog, we have to learn a lot in order not to disappoint.... but sometimes I cant tolarate their behavior. for the example is they were talking about me in the back. its because I get a case that someone has not got it. oh my god!!!! I hate this. (I am innocent!). we already discussed in the previous day about this and decided together that I can take the case first. (because they feel they have not learned enough). but why after I'd be the case, they reversed course. talking about me behind? I dont understand their thinking. what does they want?

yes I was quite upset when I knew about this problem. this is only a case! that does not even deserve to be a gossip material.

I'm not a very wise, but I have been trying to become wiser. the fact that they like do not like if someone a little more advanced than them. whether it is really bad? this is not just about the time. they also will get it. differ only a few hours is not it? why be so difficult?

wether they noticed that after I got a case I share it with them. What I cant help them get the case? if they are not aware of anyone who helps them when they are in trouble?

so many questions in my head and I still dont know the answer until today. I was too lazy to discuss or ask it to them. I'll let it go just like that. I questioned if this issue means I just like them, I still have a lot to think about other than this problem.

why am I talking about it here is not because I'm still pissed off or I was not sincere, but I wanted to share with you.... I got a lesson from this is that you can not expect others to like you or what you want.

in the javanese proverb never mentioned that when you plant the rice, it could be growing is grass. do not expect others to be like you. in this world there are many people with different characters. and I think that's where the beauty of the world, when you can understand each other and live peacefully with others who are different. do not you think if people in this world the same then the world would be very boring.

to live a peaceful world, we must be mutual respect. and for me to appreciate the other person should be with love and be sincere.




Saturday, May 15, 2010

the wedding


Congratulations!
Congratulations on your wedding! Let all your dreams come true and every minute be a feast!

beloved cousin
Resti Widyasti & Dinar Rahmat Wijaya


Happiness in marriage is entirely a matter of chance. If the dispositions of the parties are ever so well known to each other or ever so similar beforehand, it does not advance their felicity in the least. They always continue to grow sufficiently unlike afterwards to have their share of vexation; and it is better to know as little as possible of the defects of the person with whom you are to pass your life.
[Jane Austen - Pride and Prejudice]

Pre-wedding

I hope I can also quickly find the rest of my heart and married him. \(^0^)/


Thursday, May 13, 2010

javanese women

Let's introduce my friend, Alex. he descended china, batak and a little java. he grew up in Kalimantan, Indonesia's largest island. and he's totally not a javanese. I met him about 3,5 years ago, on the one campus organization event. believe it or not, I introduced myself to him more than three times, because he was so forgetful, when he was three years younger than me.

These days, day off, but me and Alex should come to the house of a doctor for the reflection case. how annoying!!!

as usual, I arrived early to his boarding house, usually to wake him up, but today he's awake when I arrived. well even if not a bath. hahaha. after shower he asked me what clothes to wear, he hoped not wearing a shirt, bcoz he felt pity on holiday wearing a shirt. of course I replied that it was not polit if not wearing a shirt. and he acceepted my advice. a moment later he asked again, does not matter if he's wearing jeans. my answer? certaily not polite to wear jeans to see a doctor. he complained, and still wearing jeans. while I'm wearing a soft pink shirt with a gentle flare skirt combained with wedjes.

Alex always question, why am I so complicated. not only about how to dress, but also how to walk, talk to parent, did not dispute, including how to speak our minds. is what I mean here is about why I rarely speak my mind a less wear to someone else. for example, when my money is lost when we were staying at the hotel, I prefer a quite, did not say it to the hotel bcoz I thought that maybe I was too careless, or when I did not argue on older people - receive reprimanded, although probably not guilty- and I'll just grumble in front him.

he was always asked, why I was so, and he's already memorized my answer. yes bcoz its its not deserve, not polite. and he summarizes it all into one: because I'm a java.

maybe that javanese people. as there are unwritten rules about everything good that way. a woman may not speak out loud, may not laugh out loud, may not come home that night, should be bent and bowed their head when we passed an older person and others. ora ilok means do not deserve.

maybe I too do not always follow all this rule, bcoz I think for what like that, it is one way of expressing myself. but I realized that this culture which expresses the real you. all this procedure there must be objective. and I take the good side of all these prosedures. I learned from here is to learn to respect others and have a high taste sensitivity. being a javanese woman is learning to be supple and have the peace of self. when we are confronted on an issue, we'll get through it with calmness and flexibility.

other properties that I learned and should have is women's willingness to suffer for others and smoothed with a prevailing sense of self concern. so they can have a heart and a clear mind to be able to control his lust. this clarity that brings them to the peace of mind and free from egoism alone.

certainly not all aspects of these culture I absorb and apply to me. which may be difficult to follow is passivity. passivity is not bad. but I choose to be not passive. passivity may actually was food for me. but not now. ^^

we can not constantly demanding the emancipation of women, on gender equality and so forth. I think equality is necessary, a woman also have the same right to work like men, but the woman remains a woman. when a woman was at home she is a wife. and a wife shall be devoted to her husband. when the wife no longer exist in its portion and the husband can't control his wife, then crushed the household. and I'm sure no one wants that to happen to us.

the following is a fragment of a Kartini's letter for Stella, a modern woman in Amsterdam. here it appears that Kartini in her own way she became a javanese woman, although she opposed its prosedures for nobility.
my nape hairs stand up when we are in a patrician family. conversing with a person of higher rangk, be it slowly, so that people nearby can be heard alone. a girl had to slowly walk, short steps, slow movement such as snails, if you walk a little faster, people scorned, called "wild horses".

I care what's with all the prosedurs... all rules, all that human-made, and torturing myself only. you can't imagine how complicated etiquette in the world of Java's aristocracy... but now start with me, between us (Kartini, Roekmini and Kardinah-her sisters) no longer procedure. our own feeling that will determine the extent where it may run a liberal way.


according to Kartini, every human being equal and they are entitled to receive the sam treatment. Kartini really understood that at the time, especially in Java, one measured by the aristocracy of blood. the more blue blood of a person the more aristocratic position. Kartini against the aristocracy blood.


for me there are only two kinds of nobility: nobility of mind and nobility of reason. nothing is more insane and stupid by the perception of me than seeing people, who boast his original descent.


Kartini a javanese woman fighting her thoughts. who would not oppressed with its own culture. I myself agree with her opinion about the aristocracy (of course bcoz her thought and what she done).

I am very far from Kartini. different space and time, I lived in modern times. java's precedure has also entered the world of modernization. but of course not lose the characteristics and identity. and I liked it.

Monday, May 3, 2010

i hate virus!

should I wear a condom?

upset. disappointed. angry. confused. either said what else can describe my feeling today. I got a virus messenger! fuck!

every time I log in I always send a message to all the people in my friends list. this all thanks to my bad friend >.< he did not tell me if it is a virus! we used to exchange links, so when he sent this link as usual I assume. that unsuspected virus! groa.....

I'm a person who cant live without the internet. which is always itching if its not online. since this damn virus lodged in my laptop so I cant get online. why? because I feel bad if continue send spam to my friends list.

cursed the one who made the virus! including those who pass it on!!!!

Sunday, May 2, 2010

silly ambulance


The above photo was taken years ago, when I'm on my way home from Klaten. I felt compelled to take this picture because the car was very strange. this car is one of an ambulance from a private hospital. do you feel there is a weird? yes, strange are the people who are in the ambulance was wearing a helmet inside the car. hahahaha... really weird but true. sitbelt I thought was enough, but seeing this car I feel it is also important to wear helmets. unfortunaely I cant show the front of this car. if you see it maybe you'll understand why they wear helmets. the front of this car has been dented half of the body. hahahaha..... my hypotesis is this car is faulty brakes. hahaha.... does not matter.... thought they look silly wearing it but good for prevention. better to look silly than dead right?

Saturday, May 1, 2010

save our environment

I'm here for fun and found this:
this is about a girl who named Severn Suzuki, A child who at the age of 9 years has established Environmental Children's Organization (ECO). ECO itself is a small group of children who dedicate themselves to study and teach other kids about environmental issues. and they are invited to attend the UN Conference on Environment in 1992. At that time, Severn 12 years old. giving a powerful speech that gives a large influence (an silenced) some prominent world leaders.


video

you believe it? God, she's amazing! as I age with her, I never thought that far ahead. maybe when she was writing about this speech I was still in my room sucking my fingers and get ready for bed. hahahaha ^______^v

This little girl opened our eyes about our environment that has begun damaged. we know a lot of animals that have lost their habitat and there in the early era of extinction. maybe we actually know about it but we chose to disregard it. not like this kid and her friends. they were very young and has done something extraordinary. she was staggering all over the world with her speech and actions are the days after the speech.

maybe we are not like her but we also should be able to do something for our environment. and the question is : what can we do to our environment?

as she said in the speech, we may not be able to fix the ozone hole and cant restore the forests as in the past but we can begin to plant the trees back. might have spent a long time to look at a tree that grows sky looming challenge than anything we can console, but its better than nothing. we can do other little things like saving energy and water. we can also reduce the use of paper, replace it by using recycled materials. or we can become like this girl had said. If you don't know how to fix it, please stop breaking it.

I believe the little things we do will have a major impact to our environment. so start helping yourself and your environment for our children's future.

we only hear what we want to hear, we only see what we want to see, until reality hits

Ramayana ballet

Ramayana ballet @ Prambanan Temple



This evening I watched the Ramayana ballet with my best friend, icha. This the first show to Icha, but not for me. at least five times I've seen this ballet. I really like all of the Ramayana ballet, stories, music, and graceful dance. as if all melting into one and hypnotized. I always get carried away with this show. a spectacular show that takes you on a sensory odyssey through magnificent performance of light and sound of javanese traditional dancer. in the middle of the show,suddenly the moon appeared...so beautiful...so romantic.

please come to Yogyakarta,Indonesia and watch this ballet. you will not regret it!


Introduction
Prabu Janaka, the king of Mantili Kingdom, has got very beautifull princess named Dewi Shinta. A competition is conducted in order to decide who will be the person to marry Dewi Shinta. the prince of Ayodya Kingdom, Rama, at last wins the competition.

Prabu Rahwanan, the ruler of Alengkadiraja Kingdom, is eager to marry Dewi Widowati. after knowing Dewi Shinta. he assumes that Dewi Shinta is the incarnation od Dewi Widowati whom he is wanting for along time.

Dandaka Forest
Rama Wijaya, the prince of Ayodya Kingdom along with his wife Dewi Shinta accompanied by his younger brother Leksmana is adventuring until they arrive in Dandaka forest. Meeting Dewi Shinta in the palce, Rahwana becomes eager to possess her. in order to realize this idea, Rahwana order one of his followers named Marica to change him self into a golden deer called Kijang Kencana so as to attract Dewi Shinta. being interested in the beauty of the deer, Dewi Shinta asks Rama to capture the deer for her. Rama leaves Dewi Shinta and starts hunting the deer.

after waiting for along time, Dewi Shinta becomes nervous as Rama has not arrived yet. she asks Leksmana to look for Rama. before leaving Dewi Shinta alone, Leksmana draws a magic circle on the ground so as to protect her from any possible danger.

as soon as Rahwanan notice that Dewi Shinta has been left alone, Rahwanan tries to kidnap Dewi Shinta but he falls because of the magic circle. then he changes to be an old beggar. as soon as Dewi Shinta gets out from the magic circle to give aims to the beggar, he takes her and flies with her to Alengka Kingdom.

Running after the deer
Rama shoots the deer with his magic arrow, but the deer transform into a giant (Marica). a war breaks between Rama and Marica. Rama shoot Marica with his arrow. latter on Leksmana arrives and requests Rama to go back to Dewi Shinta'S place.

the kidnap of Dewi Shinta
on the way to Alengka,Rahwana meets a bird named Jatayu. after noticing that Dewi Shinta is the princess of Prabu Janaka, Jatayu attacks Rahwana in order to free Dewi Shinta but he is defeated by Rahwana.

after finding out that Dewi Shinta is not in her previous place, Rama and Leksmana decide to search for Dewi Shinta. later on they meet seriously wounded Jatayu. Rama thinks it must be Jatayu has kidnapped Dewi Shinta. Rama decided to kill him but Leksmana prevents him to do so. Jatayu explains what has happened to him and then he dies.

a momment later, a while monkey named Hanuman arrives. he is delegated by his uncle Sugriwa to look for two heroes who can kill Subali. Subali is a sacred man and has taken Dewi Tara, Sugriwa's beloved woman, by force, Rama decided to help Sugriwa.

kiskendo cave
when Subali, Dewi Tara and his son are chatting, Sugriwa arrives. with the help of Rama, Sugriwa attcak him. Subali is defeated by Sugriwa and he takes Dewi Tara with him again. Sugriwa decided to help Rama to look for Dewi Shinta. for this purpose, Hanuman is sent as envoy to Alengka Kingdom.

Argasoka garden
Rahwana's niece, Trijata is comforting Dewi Shinta in the garden. Rahwana arrives and asks Dewi Shinta'S willingness to be his wife. Dewi Shinta refuse to do so. this make Rahwana angry and wants to kill her but Trijata prevent and said that he should be patient and Trijata promises to look after Dewi Shinta. it was when Dewi Shinta very sad that suddenly she starts to hear a beautiful song which is sung by Hanuman. Hanuman tells his purpose to help her, and this duty is ordered by Rama. as soon as he explains the purpose, Hanuman starts to find out the total power of alengka army. then he destroys the garden. Indrajid, Rahwanan son, captures him, Kumbakarna tries prevent this, but he is thrown out of the kingdom. Hanuman is sentenced to be burnt alive. Hanuman with fire arround his body burnt Alengka palace.


Rama's brige
after delegating Hanuman, Rama and his ape troops go to the sea and make a brigde for running to Alengka. when the brigde is finished, hanuman comes and reports about the Alengka's situastion and its troops power. receving the report, Rama is very happy and command Hanuman, Hanggada, Hanila and Jembawan to lead the troops to attack Alengka.

the total war
when the giant troops of Alengka are on their guard at their country boundary, they are suddenly attacked by the ape troops. therefore a big war occurs between them. in this war Indrajid is killed by Laksmana. Kumbakama, the younger brother of Rahwana died as patriotic hero. after the death of Kumbakarna, Rahwana finally become the commander of the Alengka troops to face Rama. in this wae, Rahwana killed by Rama's arrow and Hanuman drops the Mount Sumawana on Rahwana.

the meeting of rama and Dewi Shinta
after the death of Rahwana, Dewi Shinta accompanied by Hanuman, meet Rama. Rama refused to accept her a he consider Dewi Shinta is not pure anymore. in order to prove her purity Dewi Shinta burn herself. with the help of God of fire , Dewi Shinta is saved from the fire. her proof makes Rama happy and finally acceps Dewi Shinta.

...the end...

I became a young doctor


2 month ago I still can not believe I've graduated from college. and I still can not believe if I had passed the entrance exam to be a young doctor. yes! I'm in the denial phase. I do not think I can finish my studies. to be honest I initially entered medicine because of my mother. but then I tried to love my classes.
now I'm faced with something heavy. I am not a student anymore. I am a young doctor. and I feell scared about this. I was not smart enough and ready. I still need time to learn. I do not want to disappoint my patients someday.
my bestfriend told me that nothing to fear from a young doctor. because that moment where we actually really learn. learn to practice the knowledge we have can. but I always have excessive fears. I reallized that being a young doctor is heavy. we are not only responsible for ther patient and family, we are also responsible to God and ourselves.

I think that if I have more time to learn. I might be more ready. will be more mature.

but my other friend told me, back the clock is not a good thing to escape.

all my life I have been running away from everything. and now I also want to run again. thenI asked myself. "if you want to like this forever?" no!!! I do not want this forever, be a coward for myself. so I decided to deal with it. and a young doctor in a timely manner.

this month I go through my new prefession as a young doctor in nerve division. in the beginning of my journey I was faced with something heavy. my group full with smart people (of course I'm not included) I feel inferior. i'm embarrassed and depressed. I was too afraid of not being able to follow them. especially when a senior doctor scolded me because I am incompetent to make the status of the patient. I added devastated and depressed. I almost gave up at that time. no friend who come to my side. I knew they would come if I told them about my predicament. but I do not want to disturb them. they are equally busy with me. I must survive! I do not want to be a coward.

yesterday I arrived at my first exam as a young doctor. until the d-day I still feel I could do it. I feel I've quite mastered the lesson. I feel I'm capable and never expected that in my first exam I failed!!!! failing miserably!!!!
I cant give treatment to my patients even though I can diagnose the illness. the doctor told me that being a doctor does not just rely on the diagnose. essence of being doctor is that you can treat your patients. if you can not treat your patient and you will only harm them. if you're only going to harm them with treatment you choose, better you do not treat them.

that night I cried all day. me ashamed of myself. how can I felt that I could? I became arrogant because of lilttle knowledge I have. that was not good enough for the patient. I was really embarrassed. moreover, I was not able to attend my cousin's wedding because my exam failure. I have to repeat the test the next day. then I feel lucky that I had awakened early but in the other hand my shyness was still there. I also feel lucky because my mom come to my side to comfort me and help me learn.

the next day my exam a second time, I felt inferiot. i'm ready for all possibilities. if the graduation I will rejoice, but when it does not mean I'm not lucky and still have a lot to learn. unexpected night my hardwork paid off. I passed the exam with satisfactory grades. I should be grateful for this. and after this I should be better.

became a young doctor is not easy. but you should not give up. a young doctor is not just being someone who works just licking their seniors or friends dropping. being a young doctor is the beginning of our journey to learn to be a good doctor someday. who can heal the sick patient. and empathize with patients. I think smart is not enough should have the generosity and humility. (of course) not just the young doctor who must have humility, we all should have it. because actually it is pointless and leads to error.

love your family






























what similarities of all these pictures?

the answer is they both have a happy family.

since I could think about life, I always think about my family. I always felt my family is not perfect. why?
because since childhood I rarely communicate with my parent and my brothers. my parents' busy work and my brother was busy with his own life. I also eventually be looking for my own world. I grew into a girl that are closed. I may not look beyond the introverted person, because I was a lot of talking and laughing. buat actually if you really looked, I never told anybody about my family so deeply. because I do not have as many stories about my family. I do not know them intimately, what they like or what they hate.
I rarely do not feel embarrassed about my family. not infrequently also, I want to swap anything in this world with my family happiness. but I never actually did anything. I did just run. running without interruption. afraid to turn or stop.
maybe I was too naive. I wanted something but I do not want to try to get it.
until one day, I saw my mother's fell ill because of too tired to work. then I knew she was very tired, but she's still thinking about her children. she always made sure my brother to inject insulin everyday, she was also busy preparing my breakfast and lunch (which is often not spent), she the one who contacted someone to fix the broken air-conditioning, and who waters plants at night.
I've been so blind. I was too busy thinking about myself. busy daydreaming. I remember I used to say that I hate my mother because she is rarely there for me when I'm sad or happy. but in fact she is always there for me.
now I've opened my eyes and my heart. I tried to love them like they love me. maybe more.
I realized that in fact that is always there for you are your family. my mom always said that I and my brother should not fight. because then only they will always have.
friends not always been good and not always there beside us. but our family will always be there. how bad we are or how bad our brothers, they are our family. family that we should love with sincerity. do not wait. because time does not wait. not to regret in the future.
and you should be thankful for having a family. because many people out there do not have a family. not have a home and starve. be thankful because you have them and affluent.
love your family like you want to be loved.

Sunday, April 25, 2010

Seandainya...

Seandainya aku menemukan lampu ajaib aladin atau paling tidak pintu kemana saja doraemon aku akan meminta agar ada keajaiban datang yg membuat satu hari saja bisa libur. karena aku sudah penat dengan bersibuk-sibuk ria. Sesuatu yang kuinginkan saat ini hanyalah agar aku bisa berbaring di pantai and feel the wind. huff Seandainya bisa rehat sejenak....





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Friday, April 2, 2010

visit Indonesia : Dieng

For me who always loved the beach, visiting attractions in the highlands is a preoccupation for me. although I must have suffered during the trip (because there was a landslide, a trip which is usually taken 3 hours from yogyakarta turned into a 8 hour drive!!!) all tired I immediately paid off with the natural beauty that are served.

Dieng is a plateu in central java region that was included in the Wonosobo region. Dieng, including an active volcanic area and it can be said a giant volcano. Dieng means heaven where gods are, also called heaven, it must be beautifull and fascinating place.
actually a lot of attractions in the area of Dieng. but because of time constraints, I only got to visit 3 attractions, ie the color lake, temples arjuna and craters sikidang.

sikidang crater
active crater visited by many tourist and can be seen from the lips of crater, there were bursts of smoke and lava and clouds of sulfur aroma characteristics. apparent crater holes filled with water and lava gray, often changing places even jump like a deer.

me@sikidang
arjuna temple group
Hindu temple group consist of temple Arjuna, Semar temple, temples Heroine, Puntadewa temple and temple Sembrada. this group of temples have been built not at the same time. in ancient times, the temple was used as a place of worship.


color lake
this is the first time I've come to the lake color. and I was so amazed by its beauty. when I was little I used to hear stories about this lake. but even if I never come here. now at my age even 21 years, I set foot in this lake.

^___^v

I'll tell you a story that always heard when I was little. this story is folklore. should not be believed. but I prefer to believe it. hehehehe. :)
one upon a time there is a great kingdom in the west java region. this kingdom led by a wise king and have a prosprous people. but unfortunately the king had no children. a sad time for the king's wife has not had children. queens often cry and make the king's so sad. king finally decided to pray and ask the child to the god........... prayer of the king granted shortly. the queen is pregnant. king and queen and the people very excited about this. then grew at their daughter being a beautiful woman.
when the princesses birthday party a festive and give a diamond necklace to his daughter. unsuspected princess refused the gift and throw it away. so that necklace was scattered. queen was furious because her daughter works. and then the queen wept endlessly. thrilling cry of his people and queen to make the pople aslo wept. then in a moment the whole palace was crying. then came the water form the flooded land throughout the palace. there arise from this lake.

on a sunny day, we could see the lake is full of beautiful colors. color comes from the shadow of forrest, plants, flowers and sky around the lake. but people say, the color came from the Princess necklaces that spread in the bottom of a lake.

hm...., made you who like culinary, you must try the food Wonosobo. too bad if it is the way to Wonosobo not try this mie. its call Mie Ongklok. this noodle is different than other noodles. served with boiled noodles and cabbage, with heavy starch thickened gravy spiced shrimp. it was delicious. taste of shrimp served on a mountain far from the sea. plus toppings Tempe Kemul and Satay beef. nyummy.....

mie ongklok and satay
Tips:
Ift you will come to Dieng, make sure you bring a jacket because it will be cold. scenery in the morning and afternoon is very different. but it has its own beauty. in the daytime there is usually a thick fog. and better to stay in Wonosobo because the hotel was not good at Dieng. ^^

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